assalamualaikum...
such a long time not updating this blog...  #sapu2 sawang
hi all.. hopefully all of you are doing well...

a quote says; " many people want to have happiness but they refuse to face the pain.. but how you'll get a rainbow without a rain.." yeah... pkai prism un leh dpt an.. # science sgt ko jah~ :3
but in real life... every happiness has a price to pay.. and thats how we build  up our courage to stand as a strong person on this earth..
there's time when you feel like want to cry..but you can't find a shoulder to lean on..
there's time when you fell such anger but you cant let it go for the sake of friendship..
there's time when you get tired of all this shit you become ignorant to those surrounding you...

saatku sendiri...

di saat sendiri..
jauh merenung, menelusuri tiap-tiap ruang hati..
kelam.. gelap..
teraba- raba kau mencari sinar.. mencari cahaya agar kau mampu mengatur langkah jitu..
dalam gelap.. dalam kelam..
sesak nafas ini bagai tiada jalan keluar.. pilu jiwa, lemah...
tubir mata terisi tangis.. meski luar penuh teman.. dalam kau sepi sendiri.. ingin kau hambur air mata tapi tak berdaya..
terkapai kau mencari dahan.. namun saat tercapaikan,berderai ia rapuh..
jatuh menyembah bumi...
bagai tenggelam kau lemas.. hilang tanpa jejak.. terkuburkan tanpa nisan..
saat kabur pandangan..
cahaya yang kau sangkakan sirna.. ada terang menyuluh jalanmu selama ini..
terlindungkan dek kaca legap yang nyata membutakan..
meski terang cahaya bagai tangan yang memimpin..
jalan berduri yang kau pilih..
kau,. aku.. kita sama.. kita serupa..
dosa terpalit,bagai lumut hidup membiak..bagai kuman meratah hati yang sering lemah..
jauh tersesat di persimpangan.. leka..alpa.. manusia..
bukan Tuhan yang menjauh malah Dia sentiasa dekat.. menanti kita kembali kepada-Nya.. kembali ke jalan-Nya..
Tuhan..
ampuni aku..
hamba-Mu ini sarat dosa.. yang nyata sering leka..
sedang Engkau memerhati.. hamba-Mu ini yang lupa tugas sebenar.. meniti hari tanpa tujuan yang jelas..
sedang Engkau Maha Penyabar.. menunggu tugasku terlaksanakan.. tiada lain iaitu sujud pada-Mu wahai Pencipta..
Tuhan..ampuni aku..

GMO : On Malaysian's Views

assalamualaikum, salam Ramadhan!

hi all.. how's your Ramadhan.. May Allah fill our days with barakah.. amin...
so many things are happening to me these days.. especially tgh mnduduki final exam for this semester. so far... #mixed feeling.. lg2 paper calculus.. fe'el gabra aku jadi balik mcm mse form four dlu ble nk jwb addmath.. abih hilg blur sume smpai soaln snang un aku da tnggal xsmpat da nk jwb efek gabra ke soalan len.. hadoyai.. nk wat cmne.. tawakal je la...mge2 hrpn untuk aku tak sirna lg... #uhuk2~

by the way.. my topic for today...

GMO!!!
have you ever heard about GMO?
 GMO or GMF are genetically modified organism or genetically modified food.. to be simple, these are product that resulted from a genetic modification in particular DNA of the product.. usually fruits, vegetables and even animals can now be genetically modified.
 In oversea this has become a controversial issues concerning the effects of consuming GMF especially in long term.
yes.. ad pro and cons of these products..
in term of economy.. untuk negara kita product sebegini or also known as biotech food.. these product mmbantu meningkatkan ekonomi negara kita. for example, padi yang diGMOkn dpt mningkatkan hasil pengeluaran padi dgn kualiti yg dpertingkatkan ble padi dpt brbuah 2 kali setahun,. another example is sawit yg lagi thn daya penyakit as well as higher productivity..
in term of health... how should i say this..senang cerita.. when you are modifying a thing, you will not get the originality of the product although they appear the same.. lg-lg involvement of chemicals (contoh ayam yg kalo kita dgr disuntik steroid untuk lagi besar).. when it involve chemicals.. we know that there will be side effect to us sma ada sikit atau byk and cpat atau lmbt.. orang kata benda baik un still ada trselit effect lainnya..
higher resistance towards penyakit and srangga perosak means you need to use a higher degree insecticide and herbacide once serangga and this parasites become immune to our current pesticide.. bygkn higher chemical used yg dserap oleh pokok/tumbuhn and effectnya pd kita yg memakannya.. it as well merosakkn ekosistem kita sebenarnya...

well npe ak crta tntang GMO tiba2.. recently ak and my group members did surveys on this issue in our country Malaysia.. first of all.. it was a great experience ble kte dpt interview orang ramai concerning this issue lagi2 we as the consumers yg mnggunakan products dlm khidupan seharian kita..
 all i want to say is that aku lega our citizens are concerned about this issue walaupun bila tnya ttg GMo depa xbpe tau term tu but depa tau tentang product GMO ni.. ap yg ak nmpk stkt ni negara kita kurg mendedahkn tentang pros and cons product GMO ni meaning consumers xdberi pendedahan tentang apa product GMO ni sebenarnya sedangkn mostly kta byk guna produk ni sekarang.. a lot of views and opinions we got from the survey.. ak rse brterima kasih to those yg sudi diinterview xkira kecik besar tua muda #cewahh cm lgu raye da~ lg2 documentary yg ktorg wt akn di upload dlm youtube..

cabaran trbesar... nk dptkn sribu like utk markah final project kami.... #demam den mmikio mne nk cri seribu like nih..


our documentary consists of interviews yg ktorg da jlnkn and also stop motion yg first time ktorg wt sndri.. xsgka bjya la gak utk kami kaum2 hawa yg agk2 rabun skit multimedia nih.. kikiki..
yup it is a bit long.. #a bit ke?? hehehe... but its our finest effort la yg thsil sdaya yg ktorg mmpu.. jmput2 la tgok ye.. n jgn lpe like! like anda menentukn masa depan kmi... #1000like mission 

till then.. arigatou!

like tao! 

as new journey begin~

hi all.. ehem2.. Assalamualaikum!
 waaahh.. bersawang tol tmpat ni.. #uhuk2

it has been  a while ak x mnjengah ke sni... niat hti mmg nk update.. byk mnde nk ditulis.. but mse x mngizinkn.. cewahh... even right now i'm having my final papers for this newly sem for me after stahun la gak tnm anggur kt uma.. lalalala~ 
hmm.. for this year.. pejam celik pejam celik... da nk habis da my studies for first sem..
so today... skian lme ak mnyepi bwk diri.. ak knalkn firstly my roomates..

firstly, namanye ashlienda, we call her lin or kak lin a.k.a mama!

secondly, namenye nazihah najwa.. we call her najwa a.k.a kak long!

thirdly, namenye izra safiah, we call her izra a.k.a kak ngah!

me? they likely call me adik! hahahahaha..

 of course la despite mke kte ala2 30 thun cenggini.. all of them are actually a year older than me..
each of us have different programme we're studying.. unique oo.. dpt bljo gak sikit2 ilmu ttg courses diorg.. and trust me. its fun ao!

and its more fun when you get to know them day by day, experiencing new things together.. perangai diorang masing2 always give me a reason to smile whenever i think about them.. skrg ni hmpir tiap2 hari ak dgr kak najwa tnye ktorang x sedih ke nk abih sem, takut sem dpn x dpt kolej, takot ad yg pndah branch gi tmpat len.. haha.. kak najwa.. ktorang terrified mndengar soaln uh sbnanye.. sje je snyum sbb ske tgok screen effect kak najwa wt tiap2 kli ktorg kaco kak najwa.. haish,.. sebak plak aden raso... uda la.. moh nengok skt2 pics of us..

to close this up... all i could say is that..

cherish all the moments when you are with your loved ones.. so that when the time come for you to part, you can still smile with the memories and that time you can smile to them and say, insyaAllah we will meet again!  thank you kak najwa, kak izra, kak lin for the great moments you have shared with me..

thats all! daa~~