as new journey begin~

hi all.. ehem2.. Assalamualaikum!
 waaahh.. bersawang tol tmpat ni.. #uhuk2

it has been  a while ak x mnjengah ke sni... niat hti mmg nk update.. byk mnde nk ditulis.. but mse x mngizinkn.. cewahh... even right now i'm having my final papers for this newly sem for me after stahun la gak tnm anggur kt uma.. lalalala~ 
hmm.. for this year.. pejam celik pejam celik... da nk habis da my studies for first sem..
so today... skian lme ak mnyepi bwk diri.. ak knalkn firstly my roomates..

firstly, namanye ashlienda, we call her lin or kak lin a.k.a mama!

secondly, namenye nazihah najwa.. we call her najwa a.k.a kak long!

thirdly, namenye izra safiah, we call her izra a.k.a kak ngah!

me? they likely call me adik! hahahahaha..

 of course la despite mke kte ala2 30 thun cenggini.. all of them are actually a year older than me..
each of us have different programme we're studying.. unique oo.. dpt bljo gak sikit2 ilmu ttg courses diorg.. and trust me. its fun ao!

and its more fun when you get to know them day by day, experiencing new things together.. perangai diorang masing2 always give me a reason to smile whenever i think about them.. skrg ni hmpir tiap2 hari ak dgr kak najwa tnye ktorang x sedih ke nk abih sem, takut sem dpn x dpt kolej, takot ad yg pndah branch gi tmpat len.. haha.. kak najwa.. ktorang terrified mndengar soaln uh sbnanye.. sje je snyum sbb ske tgok screen effect kak najwa wt tiap2 kli ktorg kaco kak najwa.. haish,.. sebak plak aden raso... uda la.. moh nengok skt2 pics of us..

to close this up... all i could say is that..

cherish all the moments when you are with your loved ones.. so that when the time come for you to part, you can still smile with the memories and that time you can smile to them and say, insyaAllah we will meet again!  thank you kak najwa, kak izra, kak lin for the great moments you have shared with me..

thats all! daa~~

neapolitan butter cake~

hi guys and girls..
assalamualaikum! ^^

name: neapolitan butter cake (also called chocoberry cake)
recipe: ibu punye,improvised by me..

description :
- bottom layer : chocolate-flavoured  butter cake
- top layer : strawberry-flavoured butter cake added with blue poppy seed
- vanilla-flavoured cream in between the layers

kenapa guna butter cake?
~sebab kte xbli sponge cake mix la awk.. hehehe.. nk wat sndiri fobia sbb sllu xjadi a.k.a bentat.. :3
and indeed sponge cake is better for cream-decorated cake sbb structure dye lg cntik,gebu je gtu.. butter cake structure dye cm mampat/stiff skit and lembap as this kind of cake usually baked as kek ekonomi; mkn time mnum petang ngan coffee,tea n so on..so....making the cake rse cm hard skit structure dye ble nk ptong n x bpe cntik la an.. nk wat cmne.. tgn gtl bbno da nk try making my own recipe.. #improvisation je pdhl..hihihi~ the poppy seed x nmpk sgt sbb kte ltak skit je.. tkut nk gne byk,tkut ibu mrh.. hehehe.. ble kek da siap bake ibu tnye npe ltak skit je poppy seed.. ltak bykla lg sdap... kte un... wuuuu~~


the hardest thing is of course decorating it.. well for someone like me yg xpnh gi klas decorating cake, just bljr dr ibu the basic and through internet... sush lar.......... so.. abaikn la yg mne xlawo uh.. hehe..cream yg dguna i'll call it shortening-based cream.. time putar cream uh da start smell cm yg kt kdai kek uh..since before this,ktorg sllu gne buttercream aje,smell planta/butter... the flowers.. kte un xtau ap nme shape nozzle for that flower.. nk wt rose, nozzle utk kelopak dye plak xde... ap lg.. hentam je la jnji cake siap..almaklum sje la puas kne sound ngan bonda tercinta bila nk kemas dapur blik... #mne taknye,da malam.. :3 ~

ape2 un.. thanks ibu mlyn kerenah ank ibu ni.. n thanks sbb mlayan kakak decorate cake ni jgak...

last but not least.. that's all aje la..hehehe.. setelah sekian lme x update blog.. huhu.. bubye you all.. take care okay!

-done decorating-

-da spoilkan daun yg ibu tlg buat #tnjuk skit je.. :3 -

-another pic-

- the cake layers with vanilla cream ;) -

-the slice :) sadly, the poppy seed xnmpk.. -

-my little sister yg xsbr2 nk ptong cake..-

#abaikan wyr2 n so on yg bsepah tu~

dari minah brutal utk ko..

assalamualaikum..

bukan cadbury bar yg aku tggu tiap-tiap tahun walopun ak hantu bila nmpak coklat..
bukan kad lip lap lip lap bunga-bunga penuh bedak ko tabur nk bg wangi yg aku tggu..
bukan yg aku tggu ko dtg depan uma dengan bunga sepasu..
bukan jgak candle light dinner tepi tasik yang aku harap ko suprisekan utk aku..

sbb aku bukan setaraf gadis melayu terakhir yang dduk bsimpuh halus je bhsa..
aku just minah brutal yg berjeans hitam,bersneakers dgan redbull setin kat tgn..
aku just minah brutal yg tau lagu2 rock kapak dulu2..
aku just minah brutal yg mengenali john cena,batista,eddie guerrero,kane,undertaker,triple h,rey mysterio dan seangkatan dengannya..
aku just minah brutal yg ksr je bhsanya slmba ckp "kentot ko" kt org..
aku jugak just minah brutal yg besar ego mlu nk ucap syg,nk ngis dpn org yg aku syg..

aku hrp ko tau brutal aku bukn sje-sje..
brutal aku harap ko terima aku dengan kekurangan aku bukn dengan kelebihan aku,
brutal aku harap ko kenal aku dengan aku sebagai aku,bukan sebagai sebarangan perempuan,
brutal aku harap ko sayang aku sbb diri aku yg sebenar,bukan lakonan aku..

si brutal ni cme mmpu ucp trima kasih..
sbb brni mintak kebenaran dengan ketua bodyguard (abh) si brutal ni nk bwk dia kluar..
sbb jd superman kejor org bila beg si brutal ni kne curik..
sbb jd body guard tak brbayor ble si brutal ni nk jln ngan roomate dia kt tmpt sesak2..
sbb jd one of the punching bag si brutal ni ble dia mengamuk..
sbb still sbr ngan stiap kerenah n slalu usha btulkn perangai buruk si brutal ni..
and..sbb trma si brutal ni seadanya sbgai diri dia sndiri...

jadi..
dgar apa si brutal ni nk ckp..
aku nk doa ko untuk aku smpi aku da xde..
aku nk ko kjar impian ko,kebahagiaan utk diri ko sndri dgn family ko..
aku nk ko be the best trymaker dgn injuries yg skit2 je..
dan akhir skli...
ak nk ko wt mnde yg sme mcm mna ko treat aku as a lady in fact lg baik utk pndmping hidup ko..sekali pun bukn aku org tu..
selamat ulang tahun aku ucapkn..

ikhlas,

minah brutal

feeling sick,irritated,fully depressed and tired of this whole crap..

~tadika saya ^^~

assalamualaikum!

hahaha.. abih cter da an.. cne.. agk2 ske ke x ending uh..hahah..

s0 hri ni ak xnk cter yg cm rtu ar an.. ari ni..ak nk share..sal zaman kindergarden la.. h0hoh0..

haa...sape kt sni ingt lg zaman tadika dy0rg?? angkat tgn! ak nk kta ingt sgt...xla sume an..tp ad la yg emg trsemat di jiwa..aicececeh.. hehe...
s0.. for a start up.. ak skola tdika kt tadika amal..nk kata dkat x la dkat ngat nk kta jauh sgt un x la jauh gak.. transport ak gi tadika ialah......jeng jeng jeng~~~

hahahaaaa...wal0pun gmbo kartun tp wrne sejibik cmnih..wne ij0... ^^ van ni ckgu besar sye yg bwk tau amik and anta sye ngan kwn2 yg len..ble da rmai2 nek tu tau je la byk je ragamnye.. tiap2 hri ad je mnde yg nk diwat lawak...msti pning ckgu bsar sye uh mlyn kmi2 yg time uh hingus un ckgu lapkan..pape un..mceh ckgu!

okayyy....m0ve on to the next thing..aku time tadika dlu..muka emg ketat ah an.. almaklum la..nk gi tadika nangis dlu tnggal ibu kt uma.. kuat ngis ni 0oo.. haha.. tp muka ketat un alhamdulillah la ad gak geng.. lki ke pmpuan ke ad aje.. dlm kelas.. yg pling nkal ktorg pggil dye cicak k0beng..bukn ap..kding sgt...ad je budak yg kne kaco ngan dye...yg ni xleh kbo mnde la..ak msuk klas un ase gak kkdang nk gigit2 mamat ni... tp dye okay je sbnanye.bese la an.. n0tty2 ni..sy un sme je notty nye..dlm klas uh ada yg pggil baby un ad.. smpai je skola kol 8 uh.. amik smbhyg bljo solat ramai2.. ngaji..pahtu blj0 subjek2 la.. time ak dlu ad 8 subjek k0t..tp time adik aku blke nk pintas kakak dye..jd 9 10 subjek pulk..gtuh ar an......
okay xpe2... nk smbung cter lg... time yg pling best slain wktu balik..hehe..adalah time main n time makan! fav0urite ak time kt tadika..bubur ayam mkcik tdika uh wat... sdap o0... yg len2 uh ak mkn aje...bak kata org..rzeki jgn dit0lak.. haha.. time mkn un byk jugak cter nye.. ad yg mkn smpai mi lkat kt rmbut..tumph ay0r la..byk lg la fe'el2 nye.. msuk bab men....ak la heroin nyer... bkan la nk ckp ap...cengeng2 un xnk gi skola...kt tdika leh than la jgak ad mse jd taiko..haha.. nk wt goane..prngai un lbih kurg sang adam je brmainnye..muahaha.. time tdika dlu famous cter gerak khas.. ad stu knangan yg pling ak ingt smpai skrg..men polis2 ala2 gerak khas..ak la slh sorg heroinnyer..n kwn ak ad la yg jd heronyer.. leh pulak si hero tsalah tembak kne ke team sndiri.. punye la felingnyer men siap ak pgku lg kwn ak yg konon2nye nga nazak trcungap2 nk gi ke alam barzakh gara2 slh tembak uh..haha..smpai skang ble ak ingt ak trsenyum sorg2..mne x nye..ble lg da nk wt gtuh... ad korg nk wt cm uh time da msuk skola mnengah men polis2 sesaje je time rehat..xde an..segan2 sip0t la tuh~~


time tadika.. the most treasured thing yg ak ad..

haaa..ni dye... set bacalah anakku.. emg fight ah nk khatam sume jilid yg ad.. punye la syg nye ke buku nih nk dijadikan cter..aku bwk bekal susu putih dlm bekas air la kononnye nk bwk bkal an.. ntah cmne la hri uh leh pnutup botol uh trbukak..bnjir abih beg skola ak ngan buku2 ak sume abih.. tgok je bah yg mnimpa beg nur atiqah ni.. OMG!!! buku jilid 8 ak!!! pnye la smgtnye bwk gi skola sbb da pndai bca jilid 8 uh leh kne bncana alam plak dlm beg... buku anakku ak jilid 8 uh akhirnya usai kering,#cewahh~,page dye sume lkat xleh bukak,tkoyak2... 

n disebabkn pristiwa tu la ak cm fobia n anti susu putih smpai la abih skola mnengah bru ak mnum lek susu putih sbb ad someone sllu suh mnum susu suam utk elakkn gastrik n angin.. huhuhu..

tp dlm keadaan uh ak yg nga selak2 ngis time bnjir susu brlaku uh..dtg la sorg mamat ala2 hero gtuh tnye cmni..

"tqah awk knapa..spe wat awk.. cicak kobeng ke wat awk..xpe nti sy pukul dye ea.. "

hoh0ho..mrumitkan lg keadaannye ngan ak lak time uh leh plak men angguk je pnye la an xmmpu nk bckap dek krna tkej0t+tak0t btul slh ak angguk je.. x ppasal lak cicak k0beng jd mgsa.. sye dgan ini nk mnx maap sgt kat cicak kobeng ae sbb trtuduh awk lak wat...s0rry~~~

dlm byk2 dak tadika ak uh... asenye tiga empat org je yg ak jmpe lek...sorg cik syadia hanan kter yg ak bjejak ksih kt skola mnengah..haha..yg lg sorg,tatiey~~ ^^  sorg lg,ank kwn ibu..nme dye un ak da lpe sbnanye..hehe..tp..tp tp tp tp.. ak sntiasa ingt muka dye wlupun mgkin dye ta knal ak sbb dye la mmat yg back up ak time ak ngis wktu pristiwa banjir susu dutch lady uh...

okeyh... tibe time balik skola.. ak ad geng kamcing gtuh,ak assume kwn bek la ae.. bkn pomuan tp lki... spe yg knal ak uh... jgn la tne ak knpe dr kcik smpi bs0 ak gtuh..sbb ak un xde jwpan yg psti... 

kwn bek ak nih... amir nmenye.. cmne ak knal dye?? slain dr tdika brsama...blik uma un bsama.. hahaha.. actually dye un jiran aku n ak ngaji kt uma nenek dye... a.k.a cik yam... ble pgi uh emg gila gila la jdnye... ad je mnde nk wat... dr h0k game nakal2 uh smpai ke h0k yg ala2 romeo juliet dok men buaian sme2 un ktorg wt.. haha.. wlupon kkdang dye lek genting, uma parents dye.. each time dye lek sini kompem terpacak da ak ngan beskal aku tepat kul 5.30 ptg,kuar men ngan mamat tinggi lmpai nih wktu ptang kt pdg ke,taman ke..msuk drjah 2 ke drjh 4 lo ta silap.. dye pindah tul lek uma parents dye..sdih x sdih no hard feeling la an sbb time cuti kkdang dye ad blik..tp mkin jrg la ak jmpe dye... msuk skola mngah lg la jrg jmpe.. wl0pun kkdg kne usik ngan spupu dye ak wt dunno aje..yg ak psti..bukn tkat ak je yg mlu nk jmpe dye..dye un segan..pling pling un..bls2 snyum je.. smpai la skrg.. sdih an.. haha..pdhal yg uh la yg ak wat brlasak dr kcik..

yet..of all the things that happened..tone thing that i really keep in my mind.. he's one of the best friend i've got when i was in such a young age.. sbb dye gak la mgkin slh stu sbb knpe ak leh co0p ngan byk situation with him beside me..ad je mnde nk wt ak gelak..so.. thanks bro for being my very first best friend! 

okay done la t0uchin'2 feeling ni..ak un ta tau da nk cter ap lg..

 ap yg mmpu ak concludekn..cbe la ingt n treasure each and every moment time korg kcik2 dlu.. dr yg bek smpai la yg tnakal korg pnah wat.. sbb seriously those memories will be one precious thing in your life yg ko leh share ngan your beloved ones,ank2 especially nti sbb..mlihat pd pralihan zaman skrg.. mgkin..mgkin la an.. experiences dyorg,childhood dyorg would be a huge difference from ours.. last but not least..ak nk share la slh stu lgu yg pling ak ingt time tadika dlu.. layan~~ 

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Dari Ulat Jadi Kepompong

Tidur Nyenyak Dalam Kelongsong

Cukup Masa Kelongsong Pecah

Pom! Pom! Jadilah Rama-Rama Yang Indah

Rama-Rama Terbang Merata

Hisap Madu Di Pohon Bunga

Sungguh Cantik Aneka Warna

Tapi Sayang Hidup Tak Lama

Begitulah Hidup Manusia

Pada Allah Kita Berdoa

Agar Jadi Insan Mulia

Tapi Sayang Hidup Tak Lama

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by the end of this song.. arigat0u! take care okay? assalamualaikum.. 

~nmpk ta muka ketat uh ><~

~with ckgu2~

~k0ir uw..><~

~poem recital~

~amir ^^ ~